Oh you weak, beautiful people...

...who give up with such grace. What you need is someone to take hold of you - gently, with love, and hand your life back to you, like something gold you let go of - and I can! I'm determined to do it - and nothing's more determined than a cat on a tin roof - is there? Is there, baby?

(Tennessee Williams)

Besides feeling all the time like a cat on a hot tin roof, currently I feel like I deserve a little fairy or elf or robot or something who will shake me and say "Alison, this is what you need to do." Because right now I'm lost and unsure. Should I stay put? Keep moving? What am I doing? Where am I going? What do I want?

I wish I knew.